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Friday, 21 August 2009

  • I want to thank the person who made my life a living hell for nearly an entire hell, completely irks me, and who hurt me more than anything.

    Because they also made me more independent, nicer, more forgiving, and an all around stronger person. And without actually doing anything, they showed me that everything bad ends, and even if it feels like the end of the world at the time, one day you can laugh about it.
    Thanks, kid.

Tuesday, 18 August 2009

  • I don't understand this whole 'everyone wants to be a size 0' deal. And everyone makes a huge deal over the models in magazines because they're so thin and not 'real.' I'm probably the same size as most of them, maybe even smaller, but no one has ever, EVER told me they wanted to be as thin as me. They just look at me and tell me how I need to gain weight, and that I'd be much prettier if I wasn't so skinny. So I really don't know what girls people are talking about when they say how all girls would die to be thin. Yeah, of course some would, but not any I've ever encountered.

Saturday, 08 August 2009

  • I want school to start.

    First of all because I'm really excited about going to a votech school half the day for cosmetology(:
    And because of that I don't have to take pre-calc or chemistry at my regular school like I was supposed to, hehehe. Plus it should be fun, my classroom is literally a salon, which is pretty badass.

    Plus for the past two months I've just been sitting in my room on the computer all day, and it's really getting old. I alphabetized my CD's one day, I was so bored. And I've been sleeping from 6AM to 4 in the afternoon almost every day, it's impossible for me to sleep when it's dark out.

    Twenty-something more days I think?

Thursday, 30 July 2009

  • Apathy Sucks. (rant)

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    It really irks me when I think about how much people just don't care about anything anymore. Of course, people have been apathetic since the beginning of time, but the people of my generation are the worst, in my opinion. Just speaking from observations of the kids at my school, no one seems to care about anything except themselves. They don't question things, they just accept what the media/teachers/adults tell them without wondering if it agrees with their own ideas, morals, etc. They listen to music that degrades women, encourages drug use and the 'money over bitches' idea, and they think that's alright? People have no idea what is actually going on in the world, spend money as if we're not in a recession, and pretend that everything is perfect. They don't read books with substance, they're too busy reading books about sparkly vampires and pathetic girls (ohh, jab at Twilight, couldn't resist that). They don't watch TV shows that aren't about some pathetic loser trying to find a boyfriend, or some random rich person's oh-so-interesting life.

    The best example I can think of is my friend whose brother is going to fight in Iraq. When she found out, she asked me 'why he was going to Iraq, what's going on over there?' I told her there was a war, and she asked if that was where the '9/11 guy was'. And the girl in my history class that thought Africa was a country.

    And people say I'm weird when I tell them I actually watch the news and things on the the history channel, discovery channel, and animal planet. I could tell you all about Hitler or Iguanas, but I know nothing about all those reality shows and 'celebrities' that have done nothing to earn their fame. I could show you so much obscure, never-heard-of music, but I couldn't tell you what's on the radio or MTV. And apparently there's something wrong with that.

    Maybe I'm being overcritical. But people are just too self-absorbed. They don't care about the world, because they're too preoccupied with texting people they'll turn around and trash talk as soon as they send the message. Being nice to people is overrated, it's much cooler to be cold and aloof. And it's cool to say you're all for women's rights, the environment, world peace, all those great causes. But to actually know something about them and get involved, and DO something? That's what kids with no lives do, you know, the ones who don't go to parties and don't have lots of friends they hate. It's not everyone, there are lots of people who DO care. But there are also too many who don't, and they're going to be the downfall of us all.

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